drained.
Thursday, April 02, 2009
with ♥ 10:19 PM
im so tired now. nowadays. everyday. so many things t do and i cant catch up. and i cant be myself. i have to put a stupid smile on my face and act like everything's all right. i hate it. i wish there'd be a day, just a day, where i dont need to care abt ppl's feelings but just my own. im sick and tired of putting others before myself, sick and tired of needing to act like everything is all right when everything is NOT. i know im supposed to cherish and be thankful but im really tired. and its plain unfair this is such a bad year im alrdy god damn stressed enough
life should just stop throwing all the shit at me. >:(i hate jc. it shapes me into sm1 i dont even know.
i fcuking hate my damn hp now cos the buttons are getting spoiled. damn it.
i wish trainings would just go away.
and you, too. just shoo. i wish i can grow up soon.-jinghui-
